Ok..... so i have not been on for a little bit but that is because i have been busy but i recently got a new camera and i have been trying to test out its settings and  see how things work and then this past thurs i recently went to my first concert . heck yea it was freakn crazy i think i am addicted now hahaha i don't think that that is a good thing lol but i hope that i can get to go to another one .lol the person in concert was tpain he was pretty cool i liked it but other then that my life hasn't been to amazing . the weather is starting to get a little warmer now in  utah and its making me feel like i should try again and attempting my gardening skills lol but lets see how that woks out . ne ways i think in my last post i had said that i am going to make another blog about my pictures so as soon as i get more knowledge on my camera i will go out and explore because it is what i like to to do any ways i think that is about all ok ...


bye ,
hokulani

another day

Today is a day that i feel like i have more to occupy my time and take control of what i want out of life . most of all i am hoping that my mother gets me this camera which is going to be great. cause  i plan on making a blog with just pictures and then set my pictures up in a place where i can sell them and hopefully they get bought. my other idea is to  make some baked goods and sell them not your original type of baked goods. but i hope to make my life different cause i have to do something if no one will hire me i mean really i am tired of not having a job and not doing anything so we will see how far i will get. ne ways well see how the rest of my day goes.


bye ,
hokulani

COMING BACK/START OVER

SO, i have not been on here in a while due to me slacking....

but i am hoping to make a big come back because i have now more to talk about then i ever have which is weird in its own way because i never have much to say lol ne ways . from start to finish i have been out of work of about 6-7 months now and i am really anxious n and ants'y and some what depressed because i can't seem to get work and normally i am the one who is out of the house making money and doing the job but now i am stuck at home with nothing to do and bored as fuck ..sorry .. ne ways during this time that i have been home i have noticed my self becoming more and more un happy and angry but i have tried to find some ways of fixing it which by the way all of them are thoughts and none of them i have followed trough with. So hopefully i can make it happen soon. well as far as me woking on my weight and health i have done alot better but with in the pass couple of days i have been slacking because i am even more ugh then i have ever been. but i am trying to work on it cause seeing as thought my husband goes to work and when he comes home he doesn't want to spend time with me or go any where i seem to be stuck in an even bigger rut then before so for now my thoughts keep me occupied lol. but with all those thoughts i have had the opportunity to come up with alot of ideas and ways to make it happen and i think the one thing that will help boost that is making my blog even more noticeable so as soon as all my thoughts go to play i think i will try to start making money off of this and work my way around finding other ways soon so yea..
but for now i am stuck were i am at till i decide to move .. and since i have no job i need to also find other ways to meet new ppl and make different friends well that is all for now till next time ..

bye ,
hokulani