so Today is the day of reckoning I am officially a blogger (lol)..I tried starting one a few months ago but that never worked. "I ended up working a lot and forgetting" OOPPSS!!
my fault. Oh well , like I always say there is always room for new beginnings. So currently the way i feel about this blog and how i want to go about working on this . Is that it is going to be like a journal to me which in most cases I understand people use it for . So since I suck at writing all the time in the journal and I always catch my husband snooping through it and most importantly I am on this computer a lot I am going to do it this way > LOL< .
I think it will help me in the long run and make me feel better in a lot of ways and also it gives me something to put all my adventures on and put old and new memories i am excited I can't wait .
This is going to be a little or a lot about me lol. here I go...
I am a 24 yr old woman. I live in Utah...and i have pretty much lived here my whole life. I was born in san diego , california. and was raised part of my life in Hawaii Makakilo and laie. My parents my mother is hawaiian mixed with others(we call it Hienz 49) and my father he is samoan. It is wonderful being of mixed race I get to enjoy the beauty of multiple cultures. but I am married to a wonderful man we have known each other since high school. we have been married for 3 1/2 years and they all have been very challenging and wonderful. he is samoan and also a hienz 49 him self .. we are both very different people . we have learned alot from one another and gained more being married.
I have 3 brothers and they all wonderful . considering the fact that siblings have there fights but my family is different lol its kinda weird cause we get into a little bickering moments but two sec later we are right back to laughing and talking like nothing had happened... I have a niece and a nephew.who i love to death and i wish that i could be with them every waking moment but i can't due to current conditions. but i always want them to know that i love them dearly and i wish the world for them ..
I hope that one day we can all be a happy family ..
I must say that I am a married women with no children currently i do want them but i have been diagnosed with PCOS.(polycystic ovarian syndrome )but have been i guess i could say in 2007 i have beed struggling with this for all these years and i can't seem to get ahold of it and control it ... i wish that there was a way to just like cut the feeling at all for wanting the bad food with out have to go through all the pain .but i am working and that is another reason i kind of wanted to start this is because maybe it will give me some kind of motivation to work harder then i am because i am cheating my self more then i should and i know it so we will see and i think i will have to work on getting a section for this particular subject because it is a subject all it is self . but me and my husband have been wanting children together since before we got married and have not seen any results in it currently. But we are praying that it will happen one day SOON...
Lastly I would just like to say that I am trying to go back to school and i am working on getting another job and needing to get my life on track i am wanting a degree in social work i just love the mental health and social work field .. like i have said in my interest section that i love to help people and that is what i am hoping to achieve her in the next few months so we will see.
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